So I stayed..
I have always struggled with the feeling of being Wanted ... It didn't really do they want me around but more of why would anyone want me around? You grow up and little by little words stick on you and you begin to internalize them so much “Too stubborn.” “Mischiev…
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Dear Mom, I Want To Kill Myself.
In my early twenties, I was diagnosed with Manic Depression, now commonly known as Bipolar Disorder. I had suicidal thoughts every day for nearly a decade, starting from my late teens. I wanted to die. Every night I would fall asleep to a tear-soaked pillow, begging a cru…
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I'm fine, Thank you.
Sometimes I’m really crying for help, but when I hear - Hello, how are you? My mouth says: I’m fine thank you. Sometimes I just want a hug but my hands push people even further away from me as if saying get away from me. Sometimes I want to call 911 but I end up on Facebook…
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Blue Flame
(Play: Stromae - Formidable (ceci n'est pas une leçon) He put his hand on mine and instantly i t reminded me of all the hands that touched me uninvited, unwanted and yet again this. Moments of intimacy stolen from my lips, stolen from my body. Cold desires that scarred…
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From one vacuum to another...
People who go around telling lies about you to make themselves look/feel better have low self esteem. This is a fact. These people will do anything to make you look bad just so they can feel like they have the upper hand or are better than you, they will talk behind your b…
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